Wednesday Feb. 11, 10:36 p.m.

It is the national holiday that noone knows or remembers here in Japan: Constitution Day or, more banally, Japan's birthday. I think the one reason for the apathy is that Japan is so old, well over 2000 years, that the meaning of anniversary has basically become meaningless. Canada is a mere babe in comparison, although I wonder how many Canadians realize that our country will be celebrating its 137th b-day this year.

Aside from that one class, it was of course a day off for me. I was a bit annoyed at my Wednesday afternoon student, although I didn't let her know, since she didn't realize the significance of today (see what I mean?) until she woke up this morning. I had asked her last week about the possibility of this lesson today because of the holiday. She apparently didn't hear me. Well, I guess she must have been a bit apologetic since she gave me some DAIFUKU, or bean-filled rice cakes (they actually do taste pretty good despite the description). And besides, I made a bit of money. However, she also said that she and her family would be off in Hawaii from the 24th for possibly an entire month. Her father had just gone through a pretty bad bout of cancer so he needs a lot of rest and relaxation, so I think I can understand the month-long stay there, but still the paranoid part of me is wondering if she's just telling me softly that my services will no longer be needed. Yes, it does sound paranoid, but in this country, face-saving is paramount and giving the most transparent of lies is not at all uncommon to get out of something. Heck, the staff at my old school routinely tells company students that a teacher has either gone mad or destroyed his or her health when that teacher quits or refuses to teach the class.

It looks like though that my gripe about having to go all the way out to the west of Shinjuku may just be sour grapes since my juku boss left a message stating that my Thursday night student has once again cancelled out. I realize that he is a company cog and that this time of year is especially tough on cogs, but he should have considered that before taking the plunge for English classes. He isn't a high student by any means so the extended absence will not help his retention any.

So I find myself with 2 days without classes starting from tomorrow. I'll just be taking some more ingredients and equipment out to the school for the Pancake Day before taking the heavy stuff on Friday.

Tuesday Feb. 10, 11:57 p.m.

Well, it looks like I have another legal headache to consider. I knew it was coming but it's still not great looking at the real thing. My real estate company sent out the lease renewal form for me to fill out since I'm approaching the end of my 2-year lease. I don't mind paying the extra money to pay for the renewed lease, but there is the pain of the guarantor. In my first few years here, I relied on my uncle whom I don't have any contact with anymore. The last few years here I didn't worry about guarantors since my then-real estate agency took into consideration my long tenure at the same apartment and waived the need for my uncle's stamp. However, last year, another agency took over control and so I now find myself in the unenviable situation of having either to contact my uncle (who probably has a healthy dose of resentment against me), hat in hand, for his stamp or to talk with one of my senior students for her help.

On the good side, I did get my package of books and CD from Amazon. The books are on maple syrup gathering which will help me a lot on Friday. I have to do a bit of prep work on that during the holiday tomorrow. By the way, it is a rare national holiday Wednesday. It's Japan's birthday.

I also got my first Valentine's Day chocolate from my first batch of students at the juku tonight. Always nice to get. And I got another free lunch from my Tuesday morning ladies. We went off to the same little local restaurant...great food.

I have one class on the holiday. In a way, it's a bit of a waste since I have to travel all the way out past Shinjuku for just a one-hour lesson, but the student is very good. Plus, it'll get me out of the apartment.

Monday Feb. 9, 10:36 p.m.

Had my first class with the ladies thi s morning. It's starting to look my maple syrup crusade is picking up as much speed as John Kerry's campaign. I think I may be making pancakes for the ladies next Monday. One of them was left flabbergasted by the fact that maple syrup is actually healthy.

I did another pit stop at my school after class to drop off some more supplies for Pancake Day. The kids were in the middle of their practice TOEIC tests so I just quietly munched away on my lunch and worked on the lesson plan for the class at the Iconoclast's company. Later, I had a nice chat with the Songbird about her life and times at the school. She told me about some sort of tax receipt she had received from her ward office for some money that she was supposed to have received from one of her public schools. When she asked the mealy-mouthed assistant manager, she got some doubletalk about keeping things quiet. I think she's being shafted out of some money.

My class at the Iconoclast's company was good if tiring. Certainly, one of the two students who did show up was looking pretty spent. The Iconoclast and I did our usual dinner at Fufu. Yes, I admit that it's my second time there in as many days, but when the food is good and spicy there on such a cold day, I think I can be forgiven for risking a little monotony. And especially since two of my favourite restaurants have gone down the wayside, I need to appreciate those class acts.

Sunday Feb. 8, 11:26 p.m.

Another chilly day today. I made another run for Pancake Day. I returned to th e Canada Centre in the Sunshine 60 Building. I couldn't believe that there was a jug of Dark Grade maple syrup for 2500 yen. I could've just been happy with a small bottle of the stuff but a jug was all they had. Plus, I picked up some maple popcorn and maple butter. Perhaps I'll buy some bread for the kids to spread the stuff on. I'm still waiting for those books I ordered from Amazon concerning sugaring off. I also picked up a package of DARE blueberry cream cheese cookies. Resistance is futile.

I met up with Chip Guy and family at Tsutaya in Shibuya. Apparently, there is some major construction going on around the Hachiko statue. It hasn't stopped the young ones from collecting around the dog but it's even more crowded there now, and I know that the Chipster hates personal congestion. The four of us (or should that be 3.5 of us) went to a pretty trendy Korean BBQ place called Toraji in the PARCO Department Store. I'd been there a few times before with Chip Guy and even with some of the students. Good stuff but it didn't come cheap. Afterwards, we dropped in at TGI Fridays down the street for some dessert. We each ordered a half-sized version of the Brownie Sundae. It was still plenty heavy for me.

Got home and did some ironing. After that, I checked my e-mail. One o f the messages was a response from the husband of one of my students at the school. He's a huge movie fan, and is especially a fan of Star Trek, The Matrix and Lord of the Rings. So I gave him a congenial Star Trek quiz composed of 10 questions. He didn't do too badly...he scored on six of them. There's potential for him.

Saturday Feb. 7, 10:45 p.m.

Tiring day...after my kids' classes and then lunch at Fufu, I started the shopping for Pancake Day. The big load was at Kinokuniya Supermarket where I bought 9 bottles of 3 different grades of syrup. Luckily, I had the bright idea to lug it back to my school where the coordinator was holding model lessons. There, I met up with an old student of mine whom I hadn't seen in a couple of years. She was in the same year as my ex. She hasn't changed much since her graduation and is now a part-time freelance announcer. The coordinator often calls on her help to sell Berkeley to prospective students. Unfortunately, she had a bit of a weirdo on her hands. We always have one such person in the year-course. Our current resident weirdo has been coming to class in very high geta, supposedly to strengthen his leg muscles for his martial arts. I'm not sure if he is getting strong leg muscles but he is getting attention.

The Cop, one of our teachers, was also there to teach one of the model lessons. He was sporting just a sweater and slacks which apparently sounded a fashion alarm in the coordinator's eyes and a call to the deputy manager. He confided to me that he greatly resented that. I told him that the coordinator is occasionally mercenary and unpredictable in her ways and it was best to keep a certain distance from her. I certainly learned that lesson a few years back.

I got home after my arduous journey through Tokyo and made myself some gratin for dinner. I'm also watching the TV premiere of The Fellowship of the Ring; much to Fuji-TV's credit, they're showing it uncut.

Chip Guy sent me a message concerning tomorrow's activities. I'll give a call in the morning since he's crashing early tonight.

Skippy, one of our soon-to-be grads, sent me a message stating that she got a job as a kids' English teacher at another school. She'll also be taking care of holiday events which pretty much matches what I do at my school. With my old student, the Ballerina and now her, I realize that after their one year with us, they go on their way with their English ability to carve themselves new opportunities. I sometimes feel like a cop at a way station. I get to know them well over the course of a year and then they fly off.

Friday Feb. 6, 10:56 p.m.

Well, it looks like I may have to cut down on my Internet and e-mail scanning. I got my latest NTT bill, and it's still pretty high although it still doesn't even compare to what some of these kids must ring up on their cells. I'll probably keep it to just once a day and see how that goes although that will probably I'll have to filter about close to a hundred messages for spam.

An atypically busy Friday. I met up with the Curry Master at First Kitchen for lunch to talk about her potential lessons. I can squeeze her in on alternating Thursday nights; she also told me about a TOEIC student of hers from IBM whom she would like me to teach on the same night at her apartment. I automatically put out a yellow flag when someone pops me some further information that didn't pop out easlier. She told me that she had been teaching him for 3 years and yet she couldn't recall his family name. Go figure! I also noticed that she kept a laser-like stare on my hands whenever I used them for gestures. Hm.

Then, it was off to my regular Friday afternoon gig at the Tea Room. It was pretty good except that she forgot to pay me. I realized it before we left the place but I didn't say anything since I thought it would be a bit gauche to mention the fact. She did send me an e-mail message apologizing for the oversight.

Finally, it was off to see my regular Wednesday nighter at the Toranomon Starbucks. The class went well and she paid me. However, next week will be a scratch. In fact, I won't have any classes at the school next week because it'll be the final testing week for the students before graduation. Plus, there's the fact that Constitution Day is coming up next Wednesday.

Tomorrow ought to be a busy one with me doing some major shopping for the big Pancake Day festivities on Friday. Happily, I've got a budget and funding to pay for all the syrup. I should be properly exhausted by the time I get home, though. I've gotta entertain 24 students.

Friday Jan. 5, 1:15 a.m.

It's gotten chilly again. No classes yesterday but I went in to discuss the Pancake Party plans with the coordinator. It looks the last party of the year before the graduation has gotten a lot of interest...a good three-quarters of the student body have signed up.

Afterward, me and a couple of the students went off to the local Tully's for a couple of hours to chat. During that time, one of them tentatively asked me about the possibility of teachng them after they graduate. It is possible but I'm gonna have to scour the schedule.

Then the three of us went downtown to COCA where we met our 4th member for dinner at Yurakucho Station. The talk was flowing very easily as we spent a good 3.5 hours there while we munched and drank away on good food and drink. We got into some rather bizarre, certainly unsuitable topics over the dinner table for some reason. We got into that German cannibal case which sparked speculation on what humans taste like. I also discovered that the husband of one of the students is a fellow Trekkie so I sent him a simple Trek test over the e-mail. I also advised another student about her interest in joining NOVA once she graduates from the school.

Well, I should hit the hay since I've got a fairly busy day later today. I'm meeting up with that high-level lady in Urayasu. Then, I'm meeting my regular Friday afternoon student and then I have to rush off to Toranomon to see my regular Wednesday nighter. Plus, I gotta get ready for my kids on Saturday morning. Perhaps if I've got time, I may drop in on the school and give my fellow jazz buddy the Diana Krall DVD and my own Bill Evans CD.

Wednesday Feb. 4, 11:45 p.m.

Another long day comes to an end.

I met my newest student at Oimachi Station, just next to the hotel district of Shinagawa on the Keihin-Tohoku Line. It's one of those typical sleepy centers that got roused by the building of the station so that there is this hub of commercial activity surrounded by little shops and restaurants. My student is the owner of a tiny beauty salon recommended to me by my current Starbucks student who also happens to be the owner's regular client. I did my usual level check/interview with her. Her knowledge of grammar is quite good but her structure is shot to hell. She'll need lots of drills, that's for sure. What also struck me is that she looks quite young but she told me that went into hairstyling straight from high school and that she's been doing it for 20 years. This would peg her around my age which floored me.

After her inaugural lesson, I started looking around for some lunch. I went up to the restaurant floor up on the top floor of the Marui department store by the station but since it was 12:30, not surprisingly, all of the places still had lineups, so I ended up patronizing the Golden Arches again, and then taking a pit stop at the local Starbucks for an hour before heading out to my regular Wednesday afternoon kid out around Shinjuku.

After I was done with the Shinjuku assignment, I had to drop by my Monday company to pick up a package that I had inadvertently left in the Iconoclast's fridge. That's all I meant to do, but I ended up doing some impromptu translations when the President and one other staff member wanted to bend my ear along with my friend. So although I just had two classes, I still ended up snoozing on the subway home. I seem to be doing a lot of my napping on the subway recently.

It was good to get home early, though. My Starbucks student moved her lesson to Friday because of overtime tonight so I was able to hit the apartment around 6 p.m. so that I could get some home cooking into me. I started getting some of that Pancake Day planning under way; I'll be heading into school tomorrow to talk with the coordinator about it before I meet up with some of the students for dinner at COCA.

I also got a call from Movie Buddy tonight to talk about next week's plans to catch The Return of the King. It'll be opening day when we see it so we figure that we'll be waiting for a few hoursat the theater in Shinjuku, but it'll just remind me of the days when my brother and I waited 2 hours at the old University Theater in T.O. for The Empire Strikes Back. Also, in our conversation, I found out that the teachers may be lacking classes this week. We sure will be lacking classes next week because of the final testing of the kids and the Constitution Day national holiday next Wednesdays. I joked that some of us will be panhandling outside of the train station with signboards saying, "Will Teach for Food". Never a dull day.

Looks like the government computers have been having a bad day. One guy in the tax office got nailed for hacking into government sites. Apparently, he got a bit carried away while he was trying to prove to his bosses that there are holes in the computer security systems. Also, there was the laughable situation of a malfunction in the Internet-based income tax return system which caused personal information to be sent to other people. Your tax yen at work, I see.

Speaking of government craziness, I'm rather intrigued to see that Super Channel has started showing reruns of The Prisoner. Welcome, Number Six. If Twin Peaks ever had a father, this show would be it.

Tuesday Feb. 3, 1:37 p.m.

It's Setsubun Day today here in Japan. February 3 is the day when the locals drive out the devil from their homes by throwing small hard beans at him. You might consider a more hands-on approach to the Jack O'Lantern tradition. In any case, you couldn't ask for a "better" day to hold such a festival since it is truly gloomy out there. Not nearly as miserable as it was yesterday with the cold rain/sleet, but I could imagine a lot of SAD sufferers hiding under their futons.

So far, the work day has gone pretty well. I just had my regular Tsudanuma folks where I had my usual little snack thanks to the ladies. This time, it was better-tasting gumdrops. I've just come home for a small respite before heading out for my Urayasu classes. It will be an hour shorter tonight since the last student cancelled his class. No complaints here.

Looks like there was more hoopla at the Super Bowl other than the fact that the game was exciting. Janet Jackson decided to pull off a diversionary tactic for her embattled brother, Mike, and had her breast flap pulled off Considering that she's done a number of risque shots for magazines and CD covers, could one really be susrprised by her antic?

Monday Feb. 2, 11:22 p.m.

I'm not sure if Punxatawney Phil the Groundhog found any reason to extend Winter another 6 weeks back Stateside, but it looks like he may have sent the Japanese weather gods a good indication of what he thinks. It was just miserably cold with drizzle today. About the coldest I've felt this year so far.

To add onto this so-called luck, I came home tonight to see that the hose linking my washing machine to the tap out on the balcony popped, and as a result, water was streaming like a river down to the drain. No damage inside of course, but I do wonder how long ago it occurred. With my luck, the hose probably popped just a few minutes after I had left the house at 9 this morning. I am not looking forward to seeing the water bill.

On the plus side, my little research for Pancake Day came up with some interesting potential realia at Tokyu Hands, the all-purpose households goods shop in Shinjuku. The woodcrafts floor actually had cross-sectioned slices of trees for sale at a pittance. That will definitely help my presentation. They also had plastic tubing as well on big coils but I'll probably see if I can get the stuff at the local Daiei.

My classes were rather so-so in execution. My first class with the ladies this morning again got majorly sidetracked, and my night class was competently handled but with not too much enthursiasm. Luckily, the Iconoclast took me to another great Chinese restaurant deep in the bowels of West Shinjuku. I'll never find it again without his help but I'm sure we'll make at least one more visit before he finally takes off for home on the 26th.

I'm feeling pretty exhausted...I guess with all the walking today plus the extra shivering from the cold tapped my energy reserves even with the influx of food and drink. I got another relatively early wake-up call for my regular Tsudanuma class, but at least I have a huge gap of time between that and my Urayasu classes.

Sunday Feb. 1, 8:57 p.m.

Well, got most of what I wanted to do done. I got the present for my Monday student, a box of cookies from one of the more famous department stores. The trip to the Canada Centre wasn't a total waste of time. I couldn't find any paraphernalia for maple syrup...at least, nothing that I could purchase. There was a mock maple tree with a spile and bucket as a display. I would've taken a picture of it if I'd had a camera. I did purchase a Mr. Big chocolate bar, though.

It's Super Bowl Sunday back in the US. The Pats vs the Panthers. It ought to be a national holiday there considering all of the parties and the hoopla surrounding it. Now, it's also an official National Security Event, thanks to 9/11. The show also gets televised here either on satellite or on cable, but it's really just for the foreign population. The biggest audience for the game, boys and men, are off on their way to school or work when kickoff begins, thanks to a 14-hour time delay. I did read in the local foreigners' mag, METROPOLIS, that one enterprising pub in Shinjuku will be showing the game live with the offer of a hearty breakfast. If I were really into football, I would take them up on their offer. But I hear that it will probably be another one of those dull outings since both teams are very defensive-minded.

Sunday Feb. 1, 11:41 a.m.

It's been a pleasantly quiet weekend. Not too cold but my nose can sense the hay fever season coming in, although reports say that the pollen count will be lower this year because of the cool summer last year.

The kids were a bit more on the ball yesterday, and I received some more leftovers snacks and stuff from the mother who always seems to get loaded down with food gifts. Aside from that, it was just straight home and crash. I also had time to cook up some fried rice and warm up the minestrone. Then, I just whipped up another audio tape (I haven't gotten into the CD burning technology or even i-Pod) of jazz stuff.

I made my monthly call to Mom. It looks like the whole family is there watching Hockey Night In Canada. Just my luck...in the decade that I've been here, the Leafs just decided then to aspire for the Stanley Cup. They're doing a good job of it this year...they're one of the top teams in the league. I told her that I'm still waiting for that birth certificate processing to come through; apparently, 70,000 Canadians have made that section of the government a living hell by throwing them their applications. At this rate, I probably won't get my passport made up until late Spring. I also informed her that I got the mail from Toronto-Dominion. One was just asking me about my dormant account back home and the other was just a report on my mutual fund. My last request before I finished off was just for a box of Aunt Jemima.

Speaking of pancakes, I'll start in earnest for the planning for Pancake Day at my school. I still have a little under 2 weeks to get everything together. I gotta do the usual purchases of the different grades of maple syrup and see if there is any paraphernalia about the production of it I can use. That stuff from the Embassy is just so hoary. One is a video tape all the way from 1958 on sugaring off; the students a couple of years ago were having a laugh at all the brushcuts on those kids. Last year's literature consisted of a large crumply piece of construction paper with somewhat forlorn pictures and enlarged photocopies of the sugaring off process. I'll be heading out today to the Canada Centre in Ikebukuro to see what they've got in terms of literature. I'm not too hopeful since I went there last year without finding anything, but I know that I can pick up some syrup and other types of food there. Mind you, Amazon had a couple of books that looked interesting in terms of maple syrup.

Along with my trip out to Ikebukuro, I have to head out to Ginza and Nihombashi to pick up a birthday present for one of my Monday students and a birthday card for my dad respectively. I haven't received any calls from Chip Guy this week about doing anything so I'm just gonna assume that it'll just be one big shopping trip today and then back home for leftovers.

It looks like I'm not gonna have any classes at the school this week since I haven't received my usual fax of my schedule on Friday. It's not a big worry right now but if this lack of classes keeps up (and it probably will since the kids graduate in a few weeks) for another half-year, I'll have to think of finding some more privates during the empty patches.

It also looks like I've got another interpreting session at the Monday company tomorrow. But again, it won't be too bad...it just concerns the president's nephew's trip to Toronto. Perhaps that dinner after the class will be concerned with that.

Friday Jan. 30, 1:03 p.m.

Well, just another day and then January 2004 will be out of the way. One down, another 11 to go. The speed at which this month has gone by probably means if times flies by any faster, then I should be doing my Xmas shopping within a couple of days.

Looks like the big international news for me has been the BBC crisis and the US Democratic Primaries. It was interesting seeing the BBC talking heads calmly reporting that their company has just gone on one knee in front of Tony Blair's government. I've always seen the BBC as this monolith of journalistic integrity...and also the station which brought us, through PBS dollars, Monty Python and Doctor Who. It's going to be fascinating how the BBC will change because of this sordid affair. It needn't worry about its reputation worldwide, though. The news only merited a small report and space on the running red ticker tape at the bottom of the CNN screen.

As for the primaries, it looks like John Kerry is in the driver's seat for now. But one of my students pointed out that he looked exhausted. The two of us think that G.W. Bush will probably keep his job for another four years.

I got that rubdown today at the neighbourhood clinic. I finally got my favorite masseur for the first time in several months. He's now the clinic director so he's pretty much in demand. Then, I did a splurge at the supermarket. I bought my first sack of rice in a while since the stuff is now pretty expensive, but I figure that if I'm going to spend the yen to make a good pot of minestrone, I might as well go whole hog.

Thursday Jan. 29, 9:41 p.m.

Another pretty normal day. Just had the conversation class and then a couple of those students who had wanted to go to the now defunct Chinese restaurant caught up with me. We have arranged to hit COCA this time next Thursday. It'll probably be the Thai hot pot again.

Then it was off for that guy at the juku. As it turned out, he was pretty much under the weather with a cold but he was game enough to come for one hour. I also got a nice cup of coffee and a dish of rice curry for my efforts; makes me regret having the Big Mac set at Urayasu Station. Speaking of which, the cost of one of those sets suddenly dropped to just 390 yen, about a 200 yen drop. I wonder if that BSE thing has anything to do with that.

Well, I'm off for the weekend. I'll probably get that rubdown and then actually make some minestrone. I've been lacking of veggies recently.

Thurs. Jan. 29, 10:14 a.m.

I had a rather interesting sight on train into work yesterday. For the firrt time in my decade in Chiba, I actually saw Mt. Fuji all the way from my little burg. And it was only just for a moment before the smog obscured it again. They say that over here if a person's first dream of the New Year is of Mt. Fuji, then he will have a prosperous year. Well, I'm several dreams late but I did think it was rather remarkable.

Having said that, I still had a rather exhausting day with three classes. Great students, mind you. Today will most likely be my last work day of the week since my Friday student has to clean up the accounting books tomorrow. I have a regular conversation class at the school and that new student at my juku tonight. He'll probably drain me since he's pretty low and I've got him man-to-man.

Tuesday Jan. 27, 11:34 p.m.

An interesting class this morning in Tsudanuma. One of my more emotional students got into a major crying jag on revealing that her bag had been stolen in broad daylight in front of her house....6 days ago, and even though she froze all of her accounts 20 minutes after the theft. Mind you, I can understand the violation that she felt from personal experience, especially when her phone book was one of the items taken. Most likely, though, the thieves just went for the cash. Why anyone would carry a thousand bucks in her bag, even in this country, in this day and age stuns me. As one of her fellow classmates rightfully pointed out, Japan is no longer a supremely safe country and really hasn't been for some years now. Robberies are a sad sign of the times, and bizarre violent crimes are doing volume business.

On the other hand, by the end of the class, everyone was smiling, and since I had no class in Tokyo this afternoon, the ladies took me to one of those places that only the locals know. I had a great lunch set of raw yellowtail, deep-fried flatfish and broccoli covered in ground beef sauce. It's always nice when I get these opportunities in a life where McD's and Subway are often the norm.

Got home tonight to get that call from the prospective student's mother. Looks like I'm set for Saturdays after my regular gig with the doctor's kids. I'll have to give Movie Buddy the heads-up that I won't be able to catch the afternoon viewing of The Return of the King on the 14th.

I also got e-mail from The Curry Master, the buddy of Movie Buddy's girlfriend. She was the one who got me my current gig on Tuesday nights. She wants to also set up English lessons with me which I'm surprised about since her level is very high. I don't think I can really do anything for her, but I agreed to meet her for coffee next Friday. However, according to MB, she also has a habit of cancelling out at the last minute so I'll be keeping an eye on this one. As my nickname for her would indicate, she did make a mean curry when I first met her.

Well, the nominees came out for the Oscars. No particularly big surprises although CNN is buzzing about the fact that Cold Mountain got snubbed except for Renee Zellweger. For me, I'm waiting for LOTR to get the brass ring.

Busy day tomorrow. I've got three classes to take care of but all of them should be pretty good.

Monday Jan. 26, 9:41 p.m.

Pretty cut-and-dry Monday. I just had that lone company class out in Shinjuku tonight. Earlier, I picked up the package from my friend back home. The class itself just had the lone student but it went well. I told the Iconoclast that I didn't have time for our seemingly regular post-class dinners tonight, but we still had some time for a bit of tea at a tea bar in the HALC Department Store. It looks like I've also got a dinner with the president and the Iconoclast next Monday. The conversation with the Iconoclast once again centered on the seeming ineptitude of that one employee. He even secretly taped the President chewing out the hapless man just an hour before my arrival. I could take a couple of seconds of the secondhand abuse.

Well, it looks like I'm on my way to consolidate a couple of new students. One, a hairdresser, will be meeting me for the first time next Wednesday morning. However, my greeting call to that mother of the propsective kid fell on deaf ears for some reason. I'll have to let the mother of my regular kids about the aborted attempt. After going through my schedule, it looks like these two will be last two students to fill the slots unless someone decides to permanently pull out.

I'm watching CNN and seeing the snow coming down hard on Washington DC, and I'm getting a sense of wistfulness. Wouldn't it be nice to get a whiteout just about now?

Good to see "Lord of the Rings" get the Golden Globe award, although I've always thought that prize to be the poor man's Oscars. One of the three pundits, a cheerfully irascible grump, slagged "Lost In Translation” for demeaning the Japanese. Oooh, boy...I wasn't thrilled with "Kill Bill" for the same reason. I wonder if I should also let Bill Murray's latest go by the wayside...if it ever gets here.

Sunday Jan. 25, 9:53 p.m.

Movie Buddy came by the house today to see The Two Towers for the umpteenth time, but with all of the extra scenes which he proceeded to point out to me. Not that I minded at all. It was good to banter out a commentary.

Then I went out to see another couple of former students for dinner in the Ginza. One actually was the person from Friday's get-together at El Torito. The other was a more recent graduate who got her current position thanks to the efforts of the first woman. We had a Thai hot pot at COCA; the older grad and I had been there a few times before for the regular Chinese fare but this time we decided to go for the hotter stuff to warm up our bones. It definitely did the trick since the two ladies were perspiring up a storm by midway through the meal. They even decided to get the coconut milk shake that I was drinking to cool their tongues off. At the same time, it seemed like fate wanted to have a bit of fun at my expense. I committed a faux pas with my chopsticks by almost tapping them to the older grad's ones in an attempt to help her with some of the ingredients. Over here, the tapping of chopsticks is reminiscent of the Japanese ritual of passing bones after a cremation. And then, I dropped my chopsticks which necessitated the waitress getting me a new pair. Plus, I forgot a few key facts which involved the older grad's meeting with other people. In any case, things calmed down after that.

It ought to be a quiet day tomorrow. I only have my regular Monday night class. On the housekeeping side, I've gotta go to the tax office to prep up for the annual procedure in March, and then pick up a package.

Saturday Jan. 24, 9:36 p.m.

I had the kids as usual this morning. The older girl was off on her noncomittal mode today. She was probably more interested in her afternoon get-together with her volleyball buddy. Luckily, her younger sister was more cooperative. I also got a bit of a surprise when the mother had recommended me to a friend of hers who's looking for a tutor for her daughter. Hmm...I'll have to see if I can accomodate her on my schedule; it may be impossible, though I don't want to disappoint either mother.

My monthly get-together with those former night students was a pretty lively and fun chitchat. I always appreciate those especially after the rigors of teaching kids. But, I was pretty exhausted by the time I got home, and yet I still had to clean up my living room in preparation for Movie Buddy's arrival tomorrow for The Two Towers. I'll probably hit the hay early tonight. I still gotta clean up the bathroom.

Saturday Jan. 24, 7:07 a.m.

Well, another one of my favorite restaurants fell by the wayside apparently. My suspicions were unfortunately proven correct when I went down to BEMI in Hiroo and discovered that they had gone under even earlier than the Farm Grill. Too bad, since I did want to take a couple of the students for dinner tomorrow; and there were a group of current students who also wanted to go there as well. Ah, I guess it'll just be COCA in Yurakucho from now on.

Since I was in the area, I decided to take a look at the much advertised National Azabu Supermarket. I must admit that it is pretty impressive; it has even more of a foreigner's feel than Kinokuniya, probably because it is totally enclosed within the diplomats' enclave. I even saw a car with the familiar diplomat's plates in the parking lot. Quite a number of the foreign population were there, and there were some pretty huge frozen turkeys which made me wonder how big those diplomats' ovens were. There were a lot of cans of real American Campbell Soup types such as Chicken Noodle. In my supermarkets, the Campbells varieties are just restricted to Minestrone, Corn and Onion. I was very tempted to buy a couple of cans.

I met up with my Friday afternoon student for the first time this year at the Tea Room. It wasa good lesson. She informed me that one of her old classmates at the school was heading over to London all of a sudden because of her husband's transfer there. We both agreed that this classmate's temperament was such that she may be a bit overwhelmed and homesick, so I decided to give The Ballerina a heads-up about the situation. Perhaps if she has time, she can give her a call sometime.

Afterwards, it was up to Shinjuku to meet up with the old Tea Room ladies for dinner. It had been a few months since I've seen them...one I haven't seen since September, but she's been busy jetsetting all over the world on business. We went off to El Torito where unlike the last time I was there, we did have to wait quite a while. I was a bit annoyed internally at the friendly maitre 'd when he asked me if we had reservations since I had been told that I couldn't make them on Fridays. However, he was the consummate professional at how he handled the customers. The food was indeed good, and the bottomless basket of salsa and chips was the overall theme. The size of the fajitas was a bit disappointing considering the one-pound version that I used to have back in T.O.

Woke up a bit earlier than usual since I have to teach my kids an hour earlier than usual. Then I have my monthly get-together with the former night students at the Tea Room. Hopefully, my stomach will be pretty empty by that time. I'm still digesting last night's fare.

Tomorrow, Movie Buddy will be coming by in the morning to see The Two Towers. He must have a destiny with that movie; he's seen the thing five times in the theater here and yet he wants to catch the extra scenes on the DVD I borrowed from Chip Guy. Then, I head down to Ginza to meet up with the two students for dinner. As an alternate to BEMI, I've decided to go for COCA. At least, it'll be closer to get to than BEMI was.

I watched a video that my fellow Diana Krall fan from the school had lent me. It was the modernized verison of GREAT EXPECTATIONS with Ethan Hawke, Gwyneth Paltrow and Robert De Niro. I was frankly not all that eager to watch it, but as a favor to my student, I did. And the verdict is that I don't particularly regret having seen it, but I just shrugged my shoulders after all was said and done. I don't think updated Shakesperean movie adaptations have ever really done all that well. My student even gave me the CD for the movie; I think I'll pass on that one.

Well, off to the salt mines.

Thursday Jan. 22, 7:42 p.m.

My student cancelled tonight so I find myself with an early night. So I just indulged myself at the rolling sushi place. Not a whole lot of variety but it was cheap. Pretty darn cold tonight; it's supposed to be hitting the big zero. I may just take my shower just before bed just so that I don't face any frozen water lines in the morning. I can always eat and do the toilette elsewhere but the shower can only be done in one place.

I've been kinda striking out on the restaurants seemingly. I'm supposed to be meeting with the former Tea Room ladies tomorrow for dinner at El Torito but they won't take reservations on Friday nights so there's a bit of a risk factor going there directly. And I tried calling up a Chinese restaurant in Hiroo to make reservations for Sunday night but noone is picking up; that's not a good sign. I'll have to come up with alternatives.

Wednesday Jan. 21, 9:32 p.m.

Met up with my ex for the first time in 6 months. She took me to a hidden tonkatsu place nearby which was really very good if tiny. It looks like she's moved on very comfortably with her life, and she even gave me some good advice about my taxes. I also got some insurance advice from my other student tonight. I may try to cover myself a bit more; however, the earthquake insurance will still have to be a separate issue.

Monday Jan. 19, 11:13 p.m.

Just about ready for bed here. That powwow between the Iconoclast and the boss turned out unexpectedly well although it lasted a good 2.5 hours. The main reason was that my interpreting skills were primarily needed just to take care of some simple requests that the boss had for my friend. All in all, it was probably my smoothest attempt at interpreting. The only tragedy is all of this smoothing over of ruffled feathers has taken place about a month before the Iconoclast's scheduled departure from the company. If this had taken place three years ago, things would probably have been much better in the office. Well, in any case, I'm just happy that I didn't suffer any major nervous breakdown.

I made my first purchase on Amazon for a Star Trek book thanks to GC's present of a gift certificate. The whole process to get the product was a real pain in the butt, though. I'm just happy that I only needed to do it once.

I guess with all of the exertions today with the meeting and the fact that I couldn't get much sleep last night, I'm feeling pretty exhausted right now. It serves me right for having Starbucks coffee last night. That stuff becomes so much sludge in the coffee urn; I can only imagine how much caffeine it must have.

Got confirmation from my newest student that Wednesday morning starting from February is a go. Some more income in the pot.

I may have averted a close call, relatively speaking. I was in Shibuya this afternoon having lunch. Just on the NHK news, I heard that police cordoned off a certain area there that same time due to a couple of unexploded firebombs in some buildings.

Sun. Jan. 18, 10:14 p.m.

A nice quiet Sunday in advance of my first really busy week this year. It'll be good to have one considering my low take from the school this month. Basically I spent it on watching some more episodes of 24, and helping out my friend with some translation work. Over dinner, I watched my Diana Krall concert DVD. Great music, but I have to admit that one has to be a real patient jazz aficionado to sit through a jazz concert. Since there are minimal pyrotechnics and no choreography, the eyes tend to wander or just glaze over at times; the music is so soothing at times, it can lull me to sleep. It didn't help that dinner was well on its way through digestion.

We may be getting a second chance at precipitation tomorrow, but the choice will be better. We may get snow, rain or just plain sleet.

Sunday Jan. 18, 1:12 a.m.

Well, the horrible storm that was supposed to hit us is so far a bit of a bust. We've been getting steady wisps of flakes coming down all day and night but nothing has accumulated. Methinks that this whole thing will quickly become a meterological memory by the morning. However, the pundits did forecast more white stuff for Monday. Now I'm really hoping that there will be a huge whiteout then so that I can avoid that interpreting session between the Iconoclast and his bosses. Quit, already!

The kids were OK today along with my lesson plans. I managed to keep things relatively fun but I made sure that they got a good grounding in past tense. At this point, I'm willing to sacrifice some fun for some solid work.

For the next 6 hours afterwards, I had free time so I made my semi-regular stop at that great ramen shop in Shinjuku Station that the Iconoclast had introduced me to months ago. It not only has a great ribsticking ramen with roast pork cutlet, but it's non-smoking and it even plays jazz in the background. Perfect! Then I went on a bit of a spree and picked up another movie mag along with the Diane Krall DVD of her concert in Paris and a CD of an old semi-successful 80s band, GO WEST. I popped on the subway and headed down to Omotesando to scope out the restaurant for that New Year's party later in the evening. It was just across from Aoyama Gakuin University. Intriguing name...SYDNEY BLUE. Sounds like a female detective.

I then spent a better part of an hour searching high and low through Omotesando, Harajuku and Shibuya for a cafe. But given that it was a Saturday and it was cold, there was no chance that I would get a seat. I ended up at Towers doing some browsing all over the floors before I made my way to the corner McDonalds. I ended up having a snack there. That particular branch had a bit of a fascinating schizo interior decor. The front half was decked out in an off-white Grecian decor while the back was decked out as a 60s pop art mondo lounge. I think some photographer ought to take a few shots.

Finally, I made my way up the road in the gently blowing snow back to Sydney Blue where I already found a few familiar faces...and some surprises. Within a few minutes, I found out that a couple of the folks sitting there had gotten engaged. One of the two, The Big Guy, was eliciting some shocked looks when he made his announcement. He had known his newly-minted fiancee for a few years but only dated her officially for a week before he decided to pop the question.

Over the next several minutes, more of the gang arrived. As I may have mentioned before, i was never a great fan of mingling in big parties, and things didn't really change to make me change my mind. However, the good thing was that they were willing to let me just listen in on the conversations with a few chances for me to insert some comments. It had been close to a year since I'd seen any of them. I met Spunky for the first time in ages. She was always the mother hen of the gang...making sure everybody was OK and holding annual Thanksgiving parties at her apartment. Although the name and some pamphlets on a table may have pointed to some vague reference to Australia, the food was most definitely Meditteranean. It was good and very plentiful; in fact, I rather gagged after munching on smoked salmon, pasta and stuffed shells to see platters of glazed fried pork come out as a last course.

The strange thing about the entire evening was that Chip Guy, the man who had told me about the party in the first place, was a no-show. Spunky alluded that it's possible that he and the missus may have had a spat. But I think that's unlikely since he was supposed to have brought two Canadian friends in tow. In any case, I sent him a query about his absence.

Well, I'm glad to be home after a long day, and if this snowy weather continues into Sunday, I'll be just as happy to stay here as well.

Friday Jan. 16, 11:05 p.m.

Enjoyed a highly unusual wakeup of 12 noon. Don't know how long it's been since I woke up that late. I think the last time I did that was back around Xmas 1987 after a major hangover. Nothing as painful as that today.

Since I had no classes today, I just focused on getting some ironing done and prepping for my kids' classes. I also started watching the second season of 24 on DVD. Still a visual pageturner. Unfortunately, my sinuses decided to clog up as well, which provided me with several hours of sneezing and other misery until I bought some medicine tonight along with the fixins for dinner.

Well, we may have some snow in the forecast tomorrow. I love snow but I hate the fact that it tends to screw up public transportation so badly in this city. And I have to head out fo r the kids' place tomorrow morning and then I've got a New Year's party in the evening. In a way, I hope that the alert is a false alarm.

Friday Jan. 16, 12:49 a.m.

Sure enough, when I checked my bankbook for my montly stipend from my school, I received just enough to pay for a fairly good dinner in Tokyo. Looks like I may suffer my first loss when I do the books next month. Well, I look at it in perspective. Back 6 years ago, I busted my ankle just a few months after having started my full-time gig, so I wasn't exactly filled with money at that time. In fact, because I was out of it for 3 weeks, I was in such dire need that I had to borrow money from a friend for a short while. Naturally I appreciated the help but still, it was an ego-bruiser. Right now, even with the risk of going minus next month, I will still have considerably more in my account than I did at that time. I guess optimism is still good for something.

However, on the good side, my regular Tuesday night gig got expanded to Thursday from tonight with theaddition of a student. And another old student of mine informed me of a friend of hers who wants to enlist for lessons. Well, this could be another potential boost to the income here.

My lone class at the school wasn't a great one, though a few of the students seemed OK and all of them laughed uproariously at times. I'm always rather tough on myself.

Looks like I've got another head start on the weekend. My lone Friday afternoon student cancelled out due to work. And I haven't heard from Chip Guy concerning a possible dinner date on Friday evening. So I assume that I'll just be catching up on some ironing and then working on the kids' classes for Saturday.

I met up with Movie Buddy this afternoon at the school for the first time since that rather foul row last Saturday. He didn't mention a thing about it but did mention about the fact that we had all disappeared in the huge crowd. I didn't bother telling him the real reason I escaped. I told him about the fact that I'm borrowing The Two Towers. An initial attempt to meet up has been dashed due to plans on both ends.

Then, the Iconoclast left a message on the machine, sniping about yet another little snit with a staff member he hates with a passion. So I'll have to interpret that on Monday afternoon. I'm not going to be looking forward to that, though I am mindful that the Iconoclast has given me some very nice food. All I can say is that I hope he will keep his promise to leave the company in 2 weeks.

Wednesday Jan. 14, 10:50 p.m.

I did my montly budget check. It looks like even with the lack of income and the heavy expenditures, I was able to still save a nice, if not great, amount. However, I am dreading my miniscule payday tomorrow.

My long day was curtailed a bit when my final student of the day called up to cancel due to extra work. I wasn't complaining too much since I am feeling rather rundown. Perhaps it is some lingering effect of last night's Hirohito's Revenge or the cold bug has finally hit me in earnest. It was pretty chilly out today and much of northern Japan got majorly walloped by a huge snowstorm.

Looks like my social calendar could be shaping up some more. Once again, I got the lion's share of good e-mail and a few former students have contacted me about getting together for New Year's parties in the next couple of weeks. And I thought that the Holidays were finally over.

I made a pickup at the Iconoclast's company today between classes to pick up that massive fruitcake he doesn't like. It ought to be good as a prize for tomorrow's class at the school. At the same time, I also got that Chinese fake meat made from tofu, ZAI, a hard block of maple sugar and even a bottle of Bit and Bites. The ZAI is definitely an acquired taste; I could take it though not exactly savor it. It was a matter of not quite approximating real meat in terms of taste and texture, but I was game enough to devour it with some hot rice for dinner.

Wednesday Jan. 14, 8:02 a.m.

Rather busy yesterday with classes spread throughout the day. My first Tsudanuma class of the year went quite well along with my first class at the old school. Some of the students had wondered if I had finally cut all ties. During my 4-hour break between that class and my regular night gig, I got into a nice conversation with a student I hadn't taught since Halloween. We share a common interest in jazz, especially Diana Krall, so we ended up deciding to swap some CDs on Thursda y since I'll be teaching then as well.

The night classes went pretty smoothly although my last class was one of those somnabulant affairs, and the past perfect tense is definitely not one of the more exciting lessons to teach. I also learned that there is a reason not to drink orange soda past its expiry date. To wit, I was very thirsty even after the first cup of coffee so I raided the fridge in my teaching room. My boss is not exactly the most conscientious person when it comes to maintaining what's in the fridge. There was a carton of Tropicana which had expired back on December 27th; there was no way that I would touch that, but I did go for the orange soda. Even the expiry date of Jan. 7th, I thought that with soda being soda, there would be no problem. However, I did get a tinge of Montezuma's Revenge later when I got home...or perhaps I should say Hirohito's Revenge.

After several days of very low real e-mail traffic, I rather hit the motherloda last night with a good 20% of my inbox consisting of true messages. One was even from my former girl; apparently, she's moved just a little east of me for some reason. I'm not sure if that means she's gotten her own little place or if she's moved in with her new beau. However, she has invited me for a bit of lunch next week.

I've been going over The Two Towers DVD little by little during my relatively brief periods of free time. It will take some time to get through the extras since there are so many of them. This morning was devoted to the making of Gollum. I think, in a way, it's good to go through the extras very gradually since the self-congratulatory tone can be awfully grating beyond a certain period of time.

Today should be another busy one with three different classes spread out over the day. Plus, I've got another pickup of food from The Iconoclast in between classes. Looks like it'll be another chilly one today.

Monday Jan. 12, 10:35 p.m.

Nice quiet day at home. I managed to get through nearly 4 hours of the special extended DVD of The Two Towers. Much better than the theatrical version. Just kinda wished that Jackson got off that "Longest Closing Credits Sequence in History" kick, though. Now, I've gotta get through the special features which should take just as long.

Well, tomorrow is back to work. Tuesday and Wednesday ought to be my busiest days since I'll have to be out of the apartment most of the time.

Monday Jan. 12, 12:31 p.m.

Well, sure enough, the news this mornng showed a few of those malcontents crashing Adulthood Day ceremonies in Okinawa and Miyagi Prefectures. Although those punks did steam me, I also realized that there are a whole lot more ceremonies going on around the country which were probably a lot more peaceful if boring, and perhaps in a few rare cases, even truly inspirational (oops...I caught a whiff of optimism there...gotta check that).

Forgot to mention that the Ballerina called all the way from London last night and left a greeting. She stated that she tried to reach Movie Buddy on his cell but he wasn't picking up. I recollected that he once said the Ballerina was just a bit too dependent on him (she's had a major crush on him) and that he would refrain from talking to her for a while. And especially with Saturday night's events, I don't think it would help matters having any mention of the Ballerina into their relationship.

I borrowed The Two Towers Special Edition DVDs and the second season of 24 from Chip Guy. Looks like I'll be busy today but I've got some housework to do. Plus, I've got to devour the Iconoclast's BBQ pork that he so kindly brought back from HK for me.

Monday Jan. 12, 12:55 a.m.

Well, another Adulthood Day is here..the time when the new 20-year-olds dress up in their kimonos and suits, drink LEGALLY for once and heckle the mayor during the usually boring speech that he makes to the so-called mature adults. As you might imagine, I take a dim view of any day that celebrates a set border between adolescence and adulthood. Plenty of immature adults well into their 20s and 30s out there.

Luckily, the past evening was a much more serene and pleasant experience than that logistical and emotional fiasco of Saturday night. I made my first pilgrimage to Chip Guy's house this year, and enjoyed his company along with that of his wife and kid. The only source of caterwauling just came from Chip Guy's daughter and THAT I could understand.

Over dessert, I watched one of those "Only In Japan" variety shows. I think this program belonged solidly more in the National Geographic channel than the Food Network. It was about a few celebs who dared to enter unknown lands and find out what some of the natives were eating. Among the "delicacies" were: mosquito patties stewed in cow urine, sauteed termite queens and deep-fried spiders. Chip's wife was marveling at how I could keep on munching chocolates while watching this program. Hmph...I can distinguish between the two things!

Sunday Jan. 11, 1:33 a.m.

Well, it was one for the entertainment books tonight. It certainly made me wonder whether I should have even bothered lingering around Shinjuku for 6 hours before meeting up with Movie Buddy and the bunch. First of all, our trip to Shidax, our first choice for karaoke, was short-circuited by one of those young hucksters hawking half-price karaoke around the corner in Kabukicho. I was pretty suspicious to begin with, but MB got hooked by the promise of all-you-can-drink.

As it turned out, the place we went to was no better than the really cheap karaoke box with the dingy walls and the torn-up seats. The karaoke system was slow in responding and had this weird gimmick of being in random selection mode so that we could never find out when we would be singing. Plus, the drinks and food (miniscule and mediocre) were late in coming and some of the orders were never processed. But the worst part of it was that it looked like MB and his girlfriend had been in the middle of a lovers' spat even before tonight's event, and it boiled over in the middle of the session. While some of us were singing, MB and his girl decided to continue their argument in the room itself until MB suddenly stormed out with his girl following. He came back all pouty for a little bit but it looked like the two had patched things up...initially. Finally, when we were on our way back to the station, I was walking beside them when the girlfriend decided that she would give him the cold shoulder with him trying to catch up and make up. I'd had enough and just left them alone...easy enough to do in the usual tumultuous crowd which always clogged the area around the ticket machines and gates. One thing I hate is getting into the middle of a crossfire, especially between two lovers. Mind you, the whole thing reminded me of some of the dicier moments between me and my ex, albeit it was in more private situations. However, I have blown up in the past in public places, so I can sympathize to a certain extent with MB.

As it is, though, I could've avoided all this and just stayed home with a good meal. Ah well, these things do happen from time to time. I just hope that my meeting with Chip Guy goes a lot better.

And as a further conclusion, witnessing all of this ugliness illustrated to me that I'm happier being single again.

Friday Jan. 9, 11:07 p.m.

Always nice to take a shower after a day of eating very spicy food. I went down to Roppongi as scheduled and went to First Kitchen, one of the local fast food restaurants, to meet that acquaintance of mine. I had a chili dog set which added the first aromas to my clothing. We shifted the venue over to the family restaurant, Janathans, across the street. It seems like there was a reason that he wanted to change places. He's a macrobiotic type of fellow so nothing on the First Kitchen menu would ever be chosen by him. He just uses the place as a study hall, much to the staff's chagrin.

Afterwards, I went up to the Iconoclast's company and met up with his boss' nephew. Unlike in my first report, his nephew turned out to be a pretty decent fellow. He asked me a lot of questions about living in Canada which I was happy to answer, and we continued our conversation over to dinner at a tiny yakitori place in East Shinjuku. Of course, the smells of the dishes there managed to permeate my clothing. I was broiling in my own juices with the extra layers on, but as it turned out, my decision was a good one. It was cold walking back home but the layers kept most of it out.

Well, gotta make the plans for the kids.

Friday Jan. 9, 11:14 a.m.

It may be -20 before the wind chill in Toronto but it was still plenty cold here in Tokyo despite it being 22 degrees warmer. I can thank the lack of central heating for that. Luckily, I've had a 10-year-old ceramic heater that's still working. The wonders of Japanese durability.

The salarymen are crying the blues here. Not because of the economy which is actually showing a rise, but because of the ban on beef imports from the US and probably Canada. We have a very popular restaurant among the salaried types here called Yoshinoya whose fare du guerre is GYUDON or beef on rice in a bowl. In fact, there are other similar chains as well but Yoshinoya is the representative restaurant. Salarymen love to go there during lunch or even dinner since the dish comes out hot, quick and cheap. With the restrictions on beef, Japan will deplete its American beef supplies by March which means that all of the gyudon restaurants will have to drastically change the menu. Substitutes include salmon roe, chicken or other stuff on the rice. Some of those salarymen when interviewed cited a lot of regret if that were to happen.

Well, today, I'll be headed out to meet a couple of folks. One is a guy who I only met once or twice back in Toronto several years ago. For some reason, he's tried to maintain contact with me over the years by e-mail, so we've finally decided to meet in Roppongi for a bit of tea. Then, I head back up to Shinjuku to meet The Iconoclast and his boss' nephew. It seems the nephew wants to head off to Canada to study something. His English is not too hot, and since The Iconoclast's Japanese is minimal, I'm being brought in again as intermediary. Oh, man...I just hope he's not one of these young punks with an attitude.

I may have another get-together in the works. One of the Tea Room girls contacted me for the first time in several weeks since our disbanding to see if we were up for a New Year's party. Then, another one of my school's alumni who actually has her current job thanks to that aforementioned Tea Room lady contacted me for pretty much the same thing. Hmmm...after that Xmas fiasco, I'm wondering if I should let one of them do the planning.

My weekend will be spent with my closest friends. I've got my first class with the kids tomorrow, but then I'll be meeting up with Movie Buddy and his friend from Oz for a goodbye dinner before Oz takes off for home. Then, I'll be meeting up with Chip Guy and the family on Sunday for dinner with him.

Wednesday Jan. 7, 11:17 p.m.

I felt pretty worn out and limp by the time I returned home tonight. I think one factor in that was my fashion overreaction. Again, I judged the weather outside by how cold it felt inside in my pyjamas, so I threw on the scarf, the gloves and the longjohns. Of course, the temperature today was 7 degrees...cold by Tokyo standards, but for a supposedly coldproofed Canadian like myself, I should've just laughed it off. Instead I lugged all of this stuff on my person like a portable sauna. Without getting into too fine detail, I resorted to peeling off my longjohns. My legs will probably be the envy of a lot of young ladies right now.

I ended up getting a 1000 yen pass since I had quite a few stops today which involved paying bills, doing some shopping and then teaching my two classes. The two of them went by fairly smoothly. But they will end up being the only two classes of my work week, aside from my kids on Saturday morning, since my new class on Thursday nights cancelled out and we've got that Adulthood Day on Monday.

That Starbucks card I got from my Wednesday nighter has been a godsend. No reaching for bills and change for my lattes and cinnamon rolls. Just a swipe and the staff person takes care of that aspect of manual labor.

I gave my afternoon student a bit of a scare when I admitted my past as a former otaku. I had to reassure that I no longer go nuts when it comes to purchases of music CDs and any anime purchases are a thing of the past.

The Iconoclast has returned from his vacation in HK with a nice slab of BBQ pork for me. Now all I have to do is try to secure it sometime this weekend.

Well, now that I have nothing tomorrow, I can just sleep in and just get a few errands done.

Tuesday Jan. 6, 11:55 p.m.

Another smooth night in front of the students, although that one student is once again making some groans about having to work with a less-advanced book. Well, I did offer that she could start a private class with me since I will be teaching 2 Thursdays a month from this week. However, my boss told me that the student had related to her that she is loathe to do that since it would be too expensive. Well, if she wants to paint herself into a corner with her own brush, that's her business.

I still received a few more New Year's cards today, one from a surprise source, The Joker. After a silence of several years, he, or his wife actually, sent over a card. Well, I tried to find some remaining New Year's cards at the convenience store but it looks like the season is now officially over; I couldn't find a single one. I think it's a bit chintzy, but I decided to send The Joker and the two other parties e-mail cards instead. The other ones came from that family whose kids I teach on Saturdays and a couple of former students who had become a married item a couple of years ago. They just opened up a flower shop of their own; it should look very nice since the husband is a former set designer. I must admit that the address of the place is intriguing. Although it was written in the katakana syllabary, I swear it reads as "Phil Collins Musashino". I wonder if the building itself is called "Genesis".

I also received a phone message from the Ballerina. It sounded rather final so I gather that I won't be meeting her at the school after all. I am a bit disappointed by that but at least it saves me an extra leg on my journey and I can get at least one more hour of sleep. Speaking of the school, I guess the staff is pretty desperate in trying to find teachers. I have told the folks there repeatedly that I cannot work on Fridays, and yet they sent me a fax asking if I would be willing to teach at the Funabashi City Hall on Thursdays and Fridays for the next several weeks. For one thing, I said that I would only teach the in-house classes at the school, and for the second thing, when I taught there last year, the organization and the materials for the class were so lame. Nice students, though, so I was rather ashamed about teaching that crap to them.

Tuesday, Jan. 6, 11:48 a.m.

Got a good 10 hours of sleep today. One thing about these holidays, I'm very happy for the down time. I also heard the garbage guys come by for the first time in over a week. Looking at the pile that was there last night, it looks like they are going to be needing the Ben-Gay tonight.

Well, that was indeed a computer worm which attacked me yesterday. But damage was minimal. It tried to make another attack today but luckily I was able to filter it out now that I knew what I was looking for.

I received a bit more traffic of real e-mail as well. Chip Guy is back in town so I'm looking forward to dinner with him this weekend. GC and another old friend got back in touch as well, so I was able to have somewhat mroe meaningful exchanges other than the usual one-line responses.

Well, I've gotta get prepped for my three classes tonight.

Mon. Jan. 5, 9:36 p.m.

Well, I know that the Holidays are truly over when regular civic services are back online. I had a couple of bags of burnable garbage just hanging around my kitchen for a week until I finally could dump them outside. No problems with smell, though, thanks to the fact that I have no central heating.

Heading out to Tokyo wasn't too bad. I made a stopover in Akihabara today to pick up one last calendar for the Anime King. I must admit that it felt rather weird being in the anime emporium, GAMERS, surrounded by folks who could become my surrogate children. But I was able to find a calendar which should keep the King happy. A lot of people milling through the electronics district.

The class tonight went by pretty smoothly. I got the impression on the way back to Shinjuku Station, though, that there was still a period of transition going on between the Holidays and the regular work week. Not too many people walking outside of the huge hotels in the West Shinjuku district.

The weather has gotten noticeably colder again after a balmy New Year's week. I wonder if there will be a repeat of that fateful Adulthood Day several years back when the kimonoed and suited 20-year-olds got socked by a major snowstorm in Tokyo.

Looks like the BBS traffic has been burning up a streak on the J-Pop forums about the Morning Musume graduations and the Kohaku Utagassen. If I were ten years younger, I probably would jump in instead of being a harmless lurker but considering that a lot of messages have the words "Mom" and "Dad" in them, I would feel somewhat sleazy doing so. I am impressed, though, at the origins of some of those messages: New York, Louisiana, Texas.

Monday Jan. 5, 9:14 a.m.

Well, the first work day of the new year is getting off to an unsurprisingly rocky start. For some reason, my eyes flicked open at 4:30 a.m. so that I only netted four hours of sleep. Plus, my coffee urn decided to vomit its hot contents all over me when I pushed down the plunger, and then some goof decided to send me a potential computer virus under the administration of my server. And now I find out that my application to get a birth certificate to get a new passport will take about 14 weeks MINIMUM. Good grief!

Looks like there have been idol bombshells on both sides of the Pacific. Britney gets married under alcohol, but she will get that annulled. Over here, the fans of the Morning Musume supergroup are reeling on hearing that two of the more popular members, Ai and Nozomi, will be "graduating" from the group in the summer. The otakus are probably crying in their Hello Kitty mugs of beer.

Well, when a day like today starts like it has, I'm just gonna get me a rubdown at my massage clinic, and then enjoy a nice lunch before prepping for my lesson tonight. Luckily, I already set the groundwork last night.

Sunday Jan. 4, 9:49 p.m.

The official New Year's holidays will be finishing as of tonight, although I'm sure that there will probably be New Year's parties all throughout the month. I think this country is the only one in the G-8 that has 2 different sets of major parties with just one week in between. I did my weekly budgetary calculations, and they illustrated how quiet my week was. My total weekly expenditures were a fair bit smaller than the previous week's expenditures on food alone. That certainly is a big relief for me considering that I didn't make any income over the past 2 weeks.

My e-mail traffic, the real stuff anyways, has been paltry. Basically, all I've been doing is sweeping out the spam aside from one or two letters.

But I'll be back at work from Monday. However, I just have that one night class so I guess my holidays will still be extended for a little bit longer. No complaints from this end.

The Ballerina contacted me by phone today asking me if I am available on Wednesday. A couple of old alumni are popping by the school just before she takes off for jolly ol' England later that day.

I actually caught a good portion of that French movie "Amelie" that was all the rage a couple of years ago on TV this morning. I decided to watch it in its original French; I was never a huge dubbing fan although I was able to endure it as a child when I watched those Godzilla movies back in Canada. What can I say? It's perky and typically off-kilter for a French comedy. Mind you, "Amelie" is the first French comedy I've ever seen.

Well, time to prepare for the lessons.

Saturday Jan. 3, 12:51 a.m.

I made my way down to Shibuya to meet up with my friend from Sendai. Even on the 2nd of January, Shibuya was still fully packed with people...it was more like a regular Sunday than a New Year's holiday. It was even more strange considering that a good number of stores were still closed. After a short visit to Towers we first checked out our first choice of Uoza no Itcho but it looks like they had decided to stay closed. So after a short respite at a Doutor coffee shop for 30 minutes, we were able to get into our second choice of En. We just spent the next five hours gabbing and eating fine food. As usual, we got into a couple of debates involving East Asian politics and the like but all in all, it went quite well

Well, I'm going to return to my cocooning for the weekend until I'm back on duty as of Monday.

Thurs. January 1, 2004, 11:14 p.m.

A Happy New Year! Although I think for me, it'll be an uncertain one.
The past 48 hours have been spent in my apartment. I only stepped out just to go down to the first floor to pick up my New Year's Cards today. Quite a difference from the nightly outings last week.

New Year's Eve was just spent at home watching the countdown to midnight and, of course, being in Japan, catching the Red and White Song Festival on NHK. I think it's the first time in a few years since I've seen the festival from beginning to end. As it was, it wasn't too bad although it was still a little grating listening to some of the contrived dialogue, especially since many of the younger acts talk very frankly usually. Then, just before the stroke of midnight, GC gave me a surprise phone call while I was making the toshikoshi noodles to commemorate the passing of the year. I should be getting a phone call from the parentals sometime tomorrow morning.

For today, it was another first for me. It was the first time in several years I didn't even bother to set one metre outside of my apartment building. I would have even stayed within the confines of my apartment itself if I hadn't decided to step out to pick up the cards. I just fed myself on the remaining noodles and leftovers from last night's dinner. Most families on New Year's Day feast on OSECHI which consists of lacquered platters filled with special New Year's foods. It's OK to eat but I don't particularly miss not having it. Basically, my day was spent just taping specials for the parents.

However, the streak of cocooning will be broken tomorrow since I'll be meeting up with a friend of mine for dinner. Well, at least, I did save money over these past three days.

The past year wasn't exactly an Annus Horribilis as certain members of royalty are prone to have but I can't really say that it's been a banner one for me either. I can say that it was one of transition and sobriety. I went from being a full-time teacher for a management that I couldn't really trust to a freer part-time teacher. I can't believe it's almost a year since I made the decision to cut most of my ties with my school. The new situation for me has had its ups and downs but generally it's been a good move for me since I've had to be more diligent on the finances. The big test will come in a couple of weeks when I go into City Hall to declare my income taxes. Also, I lost my girlfriend of 18 months; now that probably won't mean too much to the lot of you but for a guy my age who had never had a girlfriend before, it has a bit more significance for me. I've also seen my circle of friends grow smaller. Someone said that as one ages one's circle shrinks but gets tighter. That may be so, but I am going to lose a very good friend, Chip Man, and his family back to Canada. Plus, I'm rather wondering about how close I should be with my current and future students; frankly, from the events of this past year, I have pondered about the merits of showing too much of myself to clients. I might become more solitary this year but perhaps that might be more my style anyways.

I haven't made any New Year's Resolutions this year and I think I will stop that rather useless habit of navel-gazing since I really don't have faith in much of anything anymore. I'm just going to take things one day at a time. Perhaps this will reveal me as somewhat of a grumpy cynic but, hey, as I commemorate my 10th year in this country, I gotta be me.

Tuesday Dec. 30, 11:19 p.m.

I partially finished Stage 2 of the big cleanup today. This time, it was my bedroom. Nothing as strenuous as yesterday's mopdown of the living room. Basically, all it entailed was some vacuuming and dusting. However, I've got some finishing touches and then I can finish everything off by taking care of the bathroom and kitchen.

Well, I had actually flirted with the thought of heading onemore time to the Farm Grill for its penultimate night for dinner, but considering the work at hand here, I decided to let the idea go. I won't be going anywhere for New Year's Eve so that will be it for my relationship with the Grill. To make up for it, I bought a small roast chicken for dinner with some minestrone as a side dish.

I took a bit of a walk down memory lane tonight watching a special version of an old music program that has been off the air for over a decade. The Best 10 was my very first valued source for J-Pop, and it was interesting seeing these old singers come out one more time. It reflected a somewhat more innocent and perhaps even more quintessentially Japanese time in terms of pop music. The songs back then were cottony-soft puffy examples of formulaic pap but they certainly couldn't be said to resemble anything America had at the time. Nowadays, J-Pop is basically metamorphosing into clones of hip-hop, rap and soul.

Well, tomorrow, I finish off my apartment cleaning and then I will get some food. I should be giving my VCR a good workout since I'll be taping stuff for the parentals. At least, I don't have to tape the annual NHK Red and White Program since they now have a satellite link to the channel from Toronto. I've already started the taping tonight.

Monday Dec. 29, 10:00 p.m.

I started Stage One of the big year-end cleanup today...part of the Japanese ritual to get the home all spic and span so that one can start the New Year on a fresh note. I just worked on wiping down the living room: sweeping away all of the accumulated dust, mopping the tatami and washing the curtains. And I also got rid of a large majority of video tapes: two bags full. My place will never be considered spacious but it currently looks a little less scruffier now. I also managed to find my YOU DON'T KNOW JACK discs after a number of years; they were lingering in a nest of dust under the video tape shelving. Tomorrow, I start on the bathroom and kitchen, and then hopefully everything will end with the bedroom on New Year's Eve.

This is the first day in over a week that I've been able to stay at home all day. It is nice to save a bit of money although I did splurge a bit on making the first minestrone of the season. I'm hoping it will last me a couple of days.

Last night, I visited my friend, Mayflower, who is currently staying with at his sister's house. He seemed to have been in a slightly chippy mood last night. He gave me a slight chastising for slurping my spaghetti; I hadn't even noticed that I did so. Perhaps he was a bit ticked off at me for not bringing a second course (despite the fact that I'd brought a bottle of wine and a box of cake). All we had was spaghetti and meat sauce. Luckily, instinct had told me to grab a hamburger set from McDonalds across from the station. It's also possible...natch, probable...that his mood may have stemmed from his meeting with a couple of former friends of mind earlier that afternoon. Several years earlier, I had decided to break off my friendship with the Joker and his wife and all those around him because I just felt I didn't belong to that group. I had always felt like the odd wheel out in a parking lot of cars, so one day I decided to not accept any more invitations from them. Mayflower showed me some digital pics of the Joker and his now enlarged family. He certainly has expanded a bit in the seven years since I had last seen him; he used to be one cool toothpick in black, but I guess domestication has mellowed him out. The picture I saw had him look several kilos heavier and wearing soft gray, but his Cheshire grin was still as brilliant as ever. I could imagine what the Joker must have told Mayflower about me, but at this point in my life, I don't really care anymore. I mean, pangs of regret hit me from time to time but I figure I'm much more of a loner now.

Sunday Dec. 28, 12:22 a.m.

Well, I've got another party under my belt. The Ballerina's farewell went off without a hitch, although there were still some switches in the cast of characters. Two pulled out so another couple of students came in their place, The Nurse and The Maid. Basically, it was them plus The Ballerina, Movie Buddy and myself plus another former student. I was happy to see that the Ballerina went out of her way to teetotal despite a bit of ribbing from Movie Buddy. The first party took place at a chicken-themed restaurant in the heart of East Shinjuku. We had a hot pot to cook up veggies and chicken, just the perfect dish for a cold day like today.

Then, sure enough, we all headed out afterwards for karaoke a few blocks up north to the SHIDAX chain. MB was quite impressed at how the karaoke discs there used the actual backing tracks from the original songs; he'll definitely be coming back to that place. It was interesting noticing the interpersonal dynamics during our two hours there. There was a bit of chit-chat amongst the students but otherwise it was basically a listening session for everyone. The Nurse, who's just about as genki as Ms. Genki, was oddly subdued for a majority of the session for some reason. At first, I thought it a bit of a problem when I realized that because I am a teacher, I should maintaining some sort of distance in any case.

Aside from the occasional purchases of milk or breakfast juice, I probably won't need to buy any other things for breakfast for the next several days since I've received packages of confectionaries. That ought to help some with the finances, but I think this week will be a total write-off in terms of saving.

Sat. Dec. 27, 1:11 p.m.

Tokyo finally got the frosting on the wacky weather cake for this year. I woke up to see all of the roofs in my neighbourhood...and some of my formerly dry laundry..covered in snow. Not that it's gonna stay there long...it's pretty sunny today. Kinda nice to stay indoors, though I will be taking off for my umpteenth get-together this week in a few hours.

I've just spent the last few hours perusing the new Pet Shop Boys' DVD of videos, and one of them was "Heart". I took a look at the vampire in that video and I thought that guy looked awfully familiar. Well, I made my guess and then had it confirmed on the official website of the boys. It was none other than Magneto himself...Sir Ian McKellen.

Saturday Dec. 27, 12:38 a.m.

Boxing Day was another day out, this time with Movie Buddy and his buddy from Oz. We went to the Farm Grill for...possibly...the last time. I say possibly since I may still try for one more last supper since the lunch is so inferior. Because of the meal from Xmas night, I wasn't too hungry for a second round which surprised MB.

Then, we three went back to my place. Luckily, I was able to clean the place down earlier this morning. There we caught a couple of DVDs, both of which didn't make much of a splash at the box office, but they were at opposite ends of the scale in terms of quality.

The bad one was EQUILIBRIUM (or as it's known here, REBELLION), starring the hard luck actor, Christian Bale. Man, this guy's career is just like his very first role in Spielberg's EMPIRE OF TH E SUN as the WWII POW kid....it manages to survive but it's gone through a lot of hell. The movie is about this future society in which all emotion is banned and Bale plays the best of this SS-like elite corps of "clerics" which eradicates all those guilty of sense crime. However, he misses out on one injection of this mandatory drug which suppresses his emotions and discovers the error of his ways, thus plowing the way for him to become the head of this underground organization devoted to overthrow the totalitarian government. As you can imagine, the movie draws from 1984, Gattaca and, because of this future martial art called GUN-KATA, the Matrix as well. The three of us could see why this movie got quickly shoved to the video shelves; there are tons of plot holes, most notably that Christian Bale and his rival, Taye Diggs, certainly show quite a bit of emotion for a couple of fascists dedicated on maintenance of non-emotion. And the GUN-KATA quickly becomes a laughfest. As MB's buddy put it, there was a kernel of a good idea in the story, but it got overlayered with dross. The real surprise was seeing Sean Bean in yet another cameo as cannon fodder. It would actually be kinda nice to see him live to the end of a picture. The other odd thing is how similar Bale sounds to Keanu Reeves.

Well, after that unintentional laugher, we caught a little spy movie called COMPANY MAN. True to the twists and turns in the plot, the stars refer to the movie as such, but the opening credits say "CYPHER". However, that cute little bit of pretension aside, the movie does play like a quality piece of espionage moviemaking. The usual conventions of cross and double cross, femme fatale, and "nothing is as it seems" apply here but the performances and the overall execution make this a winner. Jeremy Northam is great as the initial nebbish who evolves over the course of the flick, while Lucy Liu, as his mysterious confidante, is refreshing by not playing the usual Dragon Lady from Ally McBeal or Kill Bill or even the kick-butt Angel. However, some of her scenes in COMPANY MAN will make comparisons to the latter character inevitable. An interesting movie worthy of attention.

After our double feature, we spent a half-hour looking at my DVD of Pet Shop Boys videos from the past. Interesting and so 80s.

We went back into town again to meet up with Ms. Genki in Roppongi Hills, really just to look at the illuminated trees. As I was walking up the grand avenue, I was thinking why there was any need for me to come down here since Ms. Genki had already eaten a bit of dinner beforehand and the rest of us were still full from the Grill. However, we did manage to salvage some worth from the trip by doing some extensive browsing through the Aoyama Book Centre and giving MB's buddy a quick tour of the original, seedier Roppongi before the trendy and shiny Roppongi Hills burst onto the scene back in May. Tons of people were lining the streets. Foreign touts were flashing pics of women trying to entice men to come into establishments, and a lot of groups of salarymen were traipsing around finding their venue for drinking. Plus, there were also quite a few ladies in their finery; they could've been gussied-up OLs or "professionals".

In any case, we ended up drinking up at the local Excelsior Cafe. I was getting a bit hungry, so I tucked into a heated pastrami and cheese sandwich with a maple latte. And then, we all went our separate ways.

Looks like my wish will not come true fo r Sunday. My Canadian friend, whom I met on Monday, has invited me to his brother-in-law's house near Shinjuku for spaghetti dinner. Well, at least it's at someone's home and not at another pricey restaurant. I will definitely have to make sure that I stay completely free for the last few days of the year to save on money and just to relax a bit. However, I think that may not quite be possible since yet another old friend contacted me a couple of days ago saying that he'd like to meet up with me when he gets back into Tokyo.

Thurs. Dec. 25, 11:15 p.m.

It's been a rather ho-hum Xmas for me. Xmas may be well entrenched in this country via all the lights, glitter and parties, but the real atmosphere is still missing. It just doesn't compare to home with all the silence and the smells of roasting turkey. It also didn't help that I was still suffering from those cold sores in my mouth and the head & neck aches.

However, there was a bit of Xmas cheer via the annual Charlie Brown Xmas show on the Cartoon Network. From the first plunkings of Vince Guaraldi's wonderful score to the entire cast singing "Hark, the Herald Angels Sing!", the show is one of my cherished memories of Xmas past, and probably has more Xmas in it than a whole bunch of department store displays in the Ginza.

I did go to ROTI as scheduled, in my dress blues, no less. I was seated by the bar where I tucked into the various courses of food. Everything was very good, especially the appetizer of Lobster Risotto. However, I had a tough time getting through the salad since the balsamic dressing was searing the cold sores on my tongue. The main course of turkey, stuffing and mashed potatoes was fine but I thought there had been more salad than there was of the main stuff. Dessert was fine. Financially, it did send me back quite a bit...let's say that from a 10,000 yen bill, I only got some jingles back as change. But it was Xmas, and I'm aiming to get back to Canada next year for Xmas. There's nothing like Mom's cooking after all. Plus, the fact that I was alone also detracted from the dining experience; it sure would have been nice if I'd had some company.

I checked out Roppongi Hills nearby. The place was swarming with people tonight with cameras and lots of money, I'm sure, for the restaruants inside. Then, taking the long way home so that I was ensured of a seat, the other thing that told me that this wasn't really a Xmas Day here was the fact that people were still commuting home from a long day at the office as if it were a regular day. Back home, I'd be surprised if I actually ran into someone after walking a kilometre; heck, I'd be surprised if I actually ventured outside my home on Xmas Day.

Well, I did get a nice bit of rest on the trains, and strangely enough, my pains seem to have gone although I still feel a bit of electricity from my tongue. I still have to get some cleaning done in the apartment since I'll be entertaining Movie Buddy and his friend tomorrow here for a few hours. We'll be heading to the Farm Grill for the final time for lunch beforehand, and then we'll be heading back to Roppongi to join Ms. Genki to check out the illumination at Roppongi Hills. It'll probably be the first time that I have gone to the area on consecutive nights.

And then on Saturday, I'll be officially taking over for the Madam in the Ballerina's farewell party. Certainly, the guest list will be easier to handle since along with the Madam, three people have dropped out. However, a couple of other students have called in to ask if they can join in after the first party. Methinks that we'll be going to karaoke again. I'll have to keep an eye out on the Ballerina so she doesn't imbibe too much again.

Thurs. Dec. 25, 1:41 a.m.

Well, Xmas has arrived for us on this side of the Pacific. Last night, we had the various cake shops putting out staff in their Santa Claus outfits hawking their version of Xmas cake. As for me, I did a bit more shopping before heading out to Nakano to partake in the Xmas Eve party partly planned by Movie Buddy and our mutual friend, Ms. Genki. There were about 10 people in the group which included MB's buddy from Oz, and both MB's current and former girlfriends. Everyone had a lot of fun at the party and the food was great. From the gift exchange, I managed to get some Starbucks coffee grounds and some chocolate biscuits which may come in handy when MB and his buddy come over here to watch a DVD on Boxing Day. My dinner companion to the left was certainly very lively after several beers, and then she had the energy to order a whole lot of alcohol just before last call. Fortunately, some of us decided to leave at that point.

Later today, I will have to some major cleanup here for my Boxing Day guests before heading out to my now-solo Xmas dinner in Roppongi. Speaking of which, the Madam contacted me again saying that she will not be able to handle the farewell party for the Ballerina on Saturday because of her grandmother's illness. She's left the onus on me.

Wed. Dec. 24, 1:06 a.m.

Well, it's Xmas Eve and I'm still a bit sad about the e-mail events of the night before but the heat is gone. But I have come to some conclusions about my future. In the meantime, though, I've made the adjustments again to the restaurant reservations, and I'll be seated at the bar for dinner. The ROTI owner was the one who called me up to confirm and he says that the bar will be more comfortable for a party of one. I think what he means is that it would be more convenient for larger parties.

It would seem that I've got the medical version of the Four Horsemen of the Apocolypse. I've got that lingering cold, a stiff neck, a sore left foot and two cold sores inside my right cheek and on my tongue which made my dinner with the Iconoclast an unnecessary adventure, especially when the bill of fare was Mexican. Being a national holiday, the current Emperor's birthday meant that the crowds were out in force for shopping or eating. The Iconoclast and I lined up for dinner but the line shrank surprisingly fast so we got our table in rather short order. The ingesting of the food was, as I had mentioned, a bit of an ordeal, but the conversation was stimulating. He even lent me a book, THE DARWIN AWARDS, about some poor idiotic saps making the headlines due to some unquestionably stupid stunts. All of the award winners are given their distinction posthumously.

I've got another package on the way...this time from one of my Monday regulars. I really appreciate that Yamato Delivery toll-free re-delivery setup service.

Well, today, I've got another party to go to out in Nakano which will be handled by Movie Buddy. It won't be a huge thing which will suit me just fine since I hate large affairs. I still have to get the exchange gift.

Tuesday Dec. 23, 1:21 a.m.

Well, I thought I was going to start this entry with the statement that I had a very pleasant day and evening today. And for the most part, it was. My two classes went smoothly, my reunion with my Canadian friend was very good, and introducing the Iconoclast to him was a remarkable success since both are in the engineering field. Plus, I got to meet a few more nice people that my friend knew.

Yes, I thought that this would result in a happy entry into my blog. But true to my luck and true to the luck of Nero and Pastriche from The Dog of Flanders, two separate but connected e-letters blew all that into confetti. I had planned a Xmas dinner with the Madam on the 25th which would've been very stylish. It was to take place at a nice American brasserie in the heart of trendy Roppongi and would've featured good wine along with the usual turkey and all the trimmings. Then, the Madam kinda surprised me by inviting another former student about whom I had doubts whether she really liked me or not. Well, that was fine I thought. I did mention to the Madam that if she wanted to invite someone, she would be free to do so...I just didn't expect THAT student. In any case, I confirmed the reservations for 3 people.

Then, just a few minutes ago, I got broadsided twice. First, the Madam sends me a message stating that she has to pull out because of an illness in her family. And then in the same incoming batch, her buddy sends me an e-mail for the first time telling me that she has to pull out because she has to work until 9 on the 25th (in Japan, Xmas Day is just like Halloween, it's a festival but not a statutory holiday). I'm sorry...I'm fairly sure that the Madam is on the level, but I smell a female rat with her buddy. But what could I do? I just sent some polite responses of understanding to them. I'm still going to the restaurant regardless since I do want my turkey, but boy, life royally sucks! I know that this will probably be an isolated incident, but right now I just feel like such a patsy. I sometimes wonder if I get too close to these students...

Mon. Dec. 22, 7:55 a.m.

The final day of work for me before I go into the Holidays. I checked out on my Excel about my expenditures for the past week. Not so bad on the food, but I comparatively broke the bank in my miscellaneous stuff. And I have to get a couple of more presents by today. I hope I can somehow ensure some discipline in my spendings this week, although having dinners virtually every night this week will pretty much make that impossible.

I have my first outing of the week tonight with a friend of mine from Toronto who's here on holidays. Why he would come HERE for Xmas is beyond me but I figure it's more for the girlfriend than anything else. Actually, he just called right now. I'll also be meeting him for lunch after my first class, which consists of the two students whose party I had to ditch back on Friday night. I hope the hostess isn't too sore.

I also spoke with GD, an old friend of mine who's living close to Osaka. He used to make a yearly Xmas pilgrimage to Tokyo, but in the last couple of years he's made himself scarce from this neck of the woods. The timing is interesting; he came until just before I hooked with my former girlfriend. He did crash at my place for New Year's last year but I was back in Toronto at the time, and we only managed to cross paths for a grand total of 5 minutes before he had to head back home. However, he'll be keeping it close to his town this year. I can't say that I'm all that disappointed, though. I could use the time to really clean up the apartment. After watching a program last night about how negligent we really are in cleaning, I'm pretty much convinced that my apartment is a haven for mites and ticks.

Speaking of tiny critters, Shelob, my resident Daddy Long Legs is still alive and crawling on the ceiling of my shower. It is the perfect pet; I don't have to feed him or do anything with him, and he only moves when I take a shower. If only more animals were that independent, although cats come close.